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Your brother's coming home today

So long, congratulations, break a leg tonight
What a shame I heard the understudy died under the knife
Crying backwards under bedroom light
The operation

I don�t think you�ll ever want to love me
You�d better listen to your doctor doctor

Sober up and bury the empty cup
In a backyard of Seattle we used to lie
When I sew you up, don�t let me stop bleeding
Tiny stitches that you placed into my skin
Won�t let me go, oh no, oh no
And they�re ruining the mood
So I�ll toast every beat of my heart like a miracle

And I don�t think you�ll ever want to love me
You�d better listen to your doctor
doctors lie, lie, lie if the dollar is right
oh my sweet little girl, hold your mouth and you�ll be alright

(Gather round, gather round. Ladies and gentlemen,
come from far come from wide,
The moment you�ve all been waiting for
Tonight, join us as we explore the spine-chilling mystery of death
And the miracle of resurrection)

Please understand me when
I�d rather see you dead
Than live without me, so thirsty for more
Beyond the sea blue light I met the love of my life
She�d rather see me dead than face me
I like your starry eyes, they yell surprise! Surprise!
I�m in love...but not for long
Our operation, call off the operation

Another wave has turned its back on me
Crashed back on the eyes of the first I see
(If your delicate eyes don�t blink someday they might as well be gone) Can�t count on anything. For you I�d count the salt under the sea

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You're busy drawing hearts
You run your fingers down the glass
An open mirror
Now you're sleeping
In the front seat
Like a crushed leaf
On the concrete night
Murder ring
What are you talking about
Murder ring
And how did you get into my house
I think you buried me too deep
You had your way
You almost seem alive
But I've been driving you around
I didn't think it could have lasted
Now we broke another bracelet
Tore it off your wrist tonight
Tonight the center of the sun
Will separate in sparks
They're climbing up the sky and down the dark
Do you think
You'd better love me back
You said you want someone
Who actually cares
But I'll say what I want
Because nobody's around when I talk
It feels better to fall asleep alone
Because that's the only way I know
But I've been driving you around
I didn't think it could have lasted
Now we broke another bracelet
Tore it off your wrist tonight
And now that Cinderella's gone
She swallowed up the sun
A middle-class explosion could be nice
If we're the dynamite
Let us prey
Don't you miss me
Or the night we snuck out your window, Oh
Because baby, baby
You're so crazy now
Looks like I'm not the only one now
And I can finally see the light
Oh, there's a million stars tonight
A single one could save my life
Red water leaves us
As we collide
Drella, Drella
Red water leaves us
And I just drive

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I don't care
If your beautiful lips
Exist out there
Because I'm wonderless
Why the best can't make it in Hollywood
No more
It's like a long drag taken
Before the smoke hits the white sky
Like the birds at night
And it's fake just like the movies
Oh yeah
And I can't wait
Just to see you again
And your two faces are locked on mine
Had the worst time chasing the thought away
No hope
Oh no home
Because maybe I'm a fake
Maybe you're to blame
Maybe I'm a star
Stumbling drunk light
My mistakes I've made won't leave me alone
Oh no
And if you don't find me on the front page
Find a way to say that you saw me
And if you don't find me in a movie
Find a way to say that you knew me
You and I got lost along the way
But this will end some day some way
And if you don't find me at all
Then I won't care
Oh yeah
If I could find a place for the holiday
Maybe I would call
You're a payphone away
From the mess that I've become
I'm destroying what I love

3:47 p.m. - 2010-02-08

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