All of my ramblings on one site
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I threw out the projects
Nothing going on at all Got my mom a present I'm really proud of I want sleep I want to do all of my make up/extra credit I want to fast foward a few months I want a lot? I want...you? No I lied Wait What?
I haven't any feelings for anyone I want to have feelings But honestly I don't And I don't think I will for a long time I unfairly compare everyone to the relationship I had And I don't think they'll be the same And I don't think I could handle it not being like that I try to rush things I think So I give up on the person And when I think they are right I go too far and ruin any chances If there were chances I'm unfair, and I'm a liar, and I'm a retard, and I don't think I could handle a relationship for a while A long while But hopefully that changes As much as I want a relationship I don't want to be disoppointed But no pain no gain, right? Right So.. Patience That's all But in this I'm super impatient Yet really happy That I don't have so much worry for one person But sad I don't have so many feelings for one person Who I could give my whole self to I don't think I'll have a relationship like I once had But that took time too, didn't it? But god knows what I was thinking then If I had to wait so long for that comfort I would probably give up too quick But back then it was definitely worth it Even though I don't remember thinking to myself that I waited so long And I don't think I did wait I don't know I don't know anything I just want to go to sleep and wake up last year and change everything God I love java monster and I really hate this heat and I hate this cold and I hate this rain ooooommmmmfffffffgggggggggg I like someone who hates the other person I like? And I like someone I don't dare take a chance with Maybe I don't like them at all Because it doesn't feel like it But I do I just have an eye on them I think? I have patience for nothing I don't even know what I'm talking about I love that swimmers body Your best friends ex girlfriend hates you I have such a headache No, I'm not drunk
11:01 p.m. - 2009-12-18
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The past the present, and the future
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