All of my ramblings on one site ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Because the wind is high, it blows my mind The song wasn't about you..I don't know why you don't believe me. It wasn't about anyone. It's just a song, it doesn't mean anything. Look, I deleted it, ok? It means nothing. You have no idea, I'm trying so hard. I need to get everything back on track. My grades, my relationship, my not smoking, which I'm pretty much to the point where I feel sick looking at them now, and just everything. I've gone so down hill and I don't know why. I'm tired of being depressed all the time and making Luke feel like shit. I'm tired of making myself feel like shit. I just need everyones support, and not for everyone and everything to be putting me down. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I miss Lukes smiles, and our cuddling, and us both being happy. I miss the jokes and holding hands and everything. If only I could see him today, right now. God I miss him.. 5:22 p.m. - 2009-04-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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